i'm a-goin' home.
tomorrow afternoon i'm flyin back to the 215 for a (hopefully) uneventful thanksgiving holiday.

i need the break.

i need some time to get my mind together. there's so much that happens to me on a daily basis, yet i never have time to sit down and reflect. hmmm. when i say "so much" i don't mean monumental life-changing events; but more like little interactions or comments heard in my every day life that made me stop on the inside. i realize that writing for me is more like therapy, so i'm going to actually plan more time to write in my blog as personal release. and that means you (YES LUCKY YOU) will get to read it all.

i go back and forth between hating my school and just being okay. tank was so on point about me creating a situation where my hatred for school becomes a self-fulfilling prophecy. when i read that, it totally reminded me of something i would say to another person going through this situation. i've had a lot of ups and downs, but there are some really nice people here, and the least i could do is be polite. or engage in conversation.

i'll be back a lil later to check in and chat some more.

thanks for reading.